ppp thoughts and managing

• My key focus for PPP has been figuring out how to get the job pretty much I am more inclined to work in a studio setting as throughout lockdown as I have found out that I cannot work on my own I don’t produce the same quality of work. I don’t feel as good about my work when I don’t have people around me. I never thought that would be the case because I’m not the biggest fan of all people. I have therefore spent a lot of my time overthinking what I want to do because I already knew what I wanted to do. Still, I didn’t get portrayed as a thing that I could do after uni, really. Often, I am very interested in working back home, but I want to apply to jobs here first to see if I have to move all my stuff overseas or sea.  I’m not ready to move back yet I think I don’t think I could take it the minute I have spent more time figuring out what I want then learning about cos to be honest mainly because I want to be okay with myself and I want to do for reach out to someone else so I didn’t reach out untilApril really so I don’t know how well it’s going to go I did partake in all of the sessions with uni I didn’t do the employability week because I had too much going on trying to get back to the UK and I couldn’t handle that as well as well as doing 603 I feel like this year I’ve done a lot worse then I would’ve if I had my normal support system I don’t feel like I have excelled a lot much new because I’m just trying to cope PPP has therefore been the most difficult one to produce something for. because I don’t know I don’t want to work in the studio but I don’t know how I am going to tie and I have made my CV and portfolio and whatnot but I don’t know what they’re looking for which is why I have emailed the people that emailed and I’ll just have to wait-and-see I was also going through things that I did the first and second yearAnd it helped me a bit in terms of figuring out what was required for people because I felt lost along with a lot of other people PPp. It’s really quite difficult to do when I don’t have anyone to talk to you about it as much as we would’ve if we were just in the studio seen one I’ve gone and it’s been empty, so there is actually no use in going in all the time in terms of getting feedback, and it’s not the same getting feedback online that really isn’t the same.